It's enough now

I have been in Shanghai for almost 2 months now and feels that it is enough. I have been hua tian jiu di 花天酒地 in 60 days and I feel that it really is enough. I wonder, what would happen if I lived here, because if I go on like this I will die before 50 as an obese and bad skinned wrinkly lady.

Shanghai is the living proof of what happens when you get too much of the good stuff.
It will kind of feel comfortable to go back to Sweden and live a normal life there, decorating my hall room, take walks outside and breathe in the fresh air, talk to my hall friends about something that does not include which cool party to go to or which cool restaurant to try out.

Shanghai, I love you but you are bad for me (if I would live here for a long time)

Then again, I would really like to live in Shanghai some day but then I seriously need to slow down, because if I go on like this........nothing good will come out from it.