Wednesday, March 07, 2007

I hate Chinese teachers

I still remember when I was three, my parents had sent me to some kind of boarding nursery in Shanghai. It was the worst time of my life. The whole boarding nursey was a dodgy place.

Especially that woman who can't be named (I actually forgot her name). She's evil. She is the picture of the word Evil. She had picked me as her target to torture during that period of time. Maybe because she knew my dad got a job in Sweden, maybe she did it out of jealousy? I don't know. What I can remember is that every morning in the classroom when we had to all sit in a row, she would just yell at me for no reason at all. She made me stand in front of everyone so the other kids could see how I was crying when she was humiliating me. Also, when we had to wash our hair, she was the one who always came up to me to tell me how worthless I was at washing my own hair, after that she usually put schampoo in my eyes so it would hurt, also she would drag my hair til I cried. In addition to all this she also sometimes beat me in front of others. Remember, I was three years old!!!
If this happened now I'd claw her eyes out, spit her on the face and try to hurt her as much as possible. But by that time I was three, I didn't know what to do. I also remember how this woman told me that I can't tell my parents how I was being treated, otherwise something bad would happen. Which made me feel even more sad and depressed.
I never told my parents, it was one day when my mum unexpectedly came to the boarding nursery and heard from the classrooms how the teachers were yelling and cursing at the kids that she asked me how I felt about being at this place, after that I never had to go there again.

I really wonder why my mother didn't file a police report, because that fucking piece of SHIT doesn't deserve to live a good life.

I hate how the Chinese schools can allow these things to happen.
I also remember when I was ten years old, studying in a local school in Shanghai, some teachers were fawning while some teachers hated me. The school still exists today, An Fu Road Elementary school. The math teacher made me stand in front of everyone because I had failed a math test and told me that I shouldn't be proud of myself, that I'm a nothing despite that I'm from a foreign country. "Don't think you are better than the local students here, just because you're from guowai (outside country) it doesn't make you better than us" while tears were running from my eyes.[Excuse me??????? But have I ever implied that I'm better than you?????????? I don't fucking think so!!!!!!!! WANKER!!!!!!]

I'm planning my revenge...

Also other insults has been done to other kids in the same school (talking about the one on AnFu Road), teachers calling the students fat, poor, etc. One teacher yelled at a student because his dad worked as a garbage collector. That really hurt me. I got soooo pissed and I wish I wasn't such a whimp at that time, because if this was now, I would tell the teacher to back off! She can go and drive her trash by her own, as she is a PIECE OF SHIT herself.

[If you want to know more about how some Chinese teachers suck at their job, please watch the movie "Little Red Flowers" by Zhang Yuan]

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8 Comments:

Anonymous :) said...

when i m in china i m soo proud (most of the time :P)that i m from the west :D (and when i m here i have the opposite :s)

so hell yeah i m better than them locals.

i m rich bitch

fuck em

3/07/2007  
Blogger Ni Kai 倪凯 said...

The last comment suggests why many Chinese people secretly hate western people.
If I may post a humble reply to that comment... you're a fuckin' retard.

About your post, this shit happens all over the world, it sucks, and yeah... China sucks in many ways but things are getting better, no?
I used to hate being dropped off with some strangers in a nursery too, I can still remember many scenes of horror in those places.
Whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger?

3/07/2007  
Blogger 书伟 sylvio said...

strong post! but as you managed to survive, keep on going. your life is yours now! (by the way, I wouldn't waste my precious energy on vengence, but use it to construct something better)
cheers

3/07/2007  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

agree with ni kai. This shit does not just happen in China. I swear its like you love living in China but you look down on the Chinese.

3/09/2007  
Blogger shopgirl said...

^ That is the most stupid thing I've ever heard. You know I love living in China and I love my relatives in China. I love some Chinese people I've met, I do not love some Chinese people I've met.
Do I have to love everything about China according to you. I write the same about Sweden, there are things I really like, there are things that I do NOT like.

What's your problem?

3/09/2007  
Blogger shopgirl said...

Let's face it, China might not be the best society either, and a lot of their teachers indeed suck!!!!!

3/09/2007  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

well...I have been reading your blog...For this one, i wanner say something about your blog^_^.May be the teacher you met during your time in shanghai can not stand for all the teachers in china,right?Cause as you said that sth you like but sth you do not like which means the terrible teacher you met in shanghai is sth that you do not like,and what about sth you like? That is the rest chinese teachers whom you do not met just yet;obviously, you do not know how warm heart they are.^_^I came back to shanghai when i was 12 years old,and i was accepted by a junior high school.What made me feel sad was that some teachers and students look down on me as i came from outside shanghai city.Fortunately, i also met some teachers who were always envourage me to study well and live a happy life......And the last thing i wanner to tell you is that nearlly all the shanghainese like to look down on those who come from other places which is the most fucking thing i hate although i am a shanghainese

3/12/2007  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

What made your parents decide to send you to a public elementary school? They are horrible. The teachers are all stupid and jealous bitches who would hurt little kids for fun.

3/14/2007  

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